between the after effects of last nite, stress, work, and my emotional break downs every 10 min. I'm not doing so hot..........:( does the pain ever end....

okay so i just want to apoligize about the entry before this......I'm only sorry if it offended ne one... everything that was said wasn't directed to every guy or girl out there .... it was mainly for just specific people...ne ways ... soo the worst thing about this nite is no one here is going to remember what went on tonite....after tonite i ( Read more... )

so i fucking hate guys...i want nothing to do with them...they are fucking assholes and i hate them...they lead u one like ur some kind of toy...it pisses me off....i'm done with guys for now...i dont want ne guys in my life they are just fucking pieces of shit!!! u think that they like u and then they fucking make out with another girl in MY ( Read more... )

school is going rather well...i have all male teachers and i like 3 out of the 4 which is a good start to this year...to start off this year i am really happy which is a definate first...i'm really not too sure why i like him soo much but idk if just seems right idk w/e....ne ways so the other guy that i used to like asked me about the new guy but ( Read more... )

I'm officially over him...hehe I love it!....ne ways theres this other guy that i think is cute and he's fun to be around and hes just all around great .... tomorrow im going to a party and hes going to be there so we will see what happens....n e ways im lovin life except for work and school..but everything else is great....guess what summer readin ( Read more... )

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It's been quite awhile since I last updated. I'm just never in the mood to write something lately. I have been so depressed and there are tons of reasons why I shouldn't be but I just am. I mean I know the exact reason why I am but it's hard to explain. I think I might be blowing things out of poportion but I really don't know any more. Why does ( Read more... )

soooo i'm sittin in the airport lol this is fun...not really.....well i'm going to be gone for the next week and half call my cell if want .....ill have it on me....miss u all and love u much!!

out

haha yeah right ;)

my mom is brutally annoying me! i need to get out of my house!!! now!! ugh!! ill just play really loud to tick them off....well this doesnt seem to be working cuz they just keep making their movie louder ugh! i hate parents!!!

okay so tonite was the first nite i didnt have to work this week! thank god...so i'm trying to convince my parents to let me get that convertible...my aunt chrissy seems very interested in it....so hopefully i can get her help to convince them....also i found the cutest dog! i want her sooo bad!! all i have to do is convince my dad....my mom ( Read more... )