Dear Diary ( Read more... )

i have always lived vicariously through my brother.. when i was younger and he in highschool, with a girlfriend, id snoop through their love letters and imagin what it could feel like to be in love. its always been a terrible habit, i respect him much more than my snooping would lead one to believe. ive always aspired to be like my brother, but ( Read more... )

i miss being completely satisfied and content to simply lay in the grass with someone else.
i miss counting stars.
i miss simple joys.
i miss the long gone sense of innocence

dear world ( Read more... )

funny

a symbol withers and dies as i abandon its beauty for that which graced me with its beauty.

theres some irony to be found here... though im still trying to understand it

somehow, the past still hurts sometimes.. like today

"somehow it hit me, and i remembered, why i fell in love. then. for he was the only one who transversed as many facets of being as i. he was the only one i could love. he's the only one i ever truly will " -?

figure it out and you win nothing bu knowledge you need not have, yet may lead to a better understanding...

the weather changed.. as did i ( Read more... )

toga! toga! toga!!! hehe yayyy toga ^.^ elina jonathan will and myself went to gingers place at UNC for le toga party... and it was great, and it made me happy. and jonathan definitely drove home/....so we dropped elina off, and hopefully she made it to her class? ya? and then went back to jonathans.. and i like him, and he is fun.. and then ( Read more... )

Staring at the sea ( Read more... )

yesterday was AMAZING ( Read more... )