I GOT A NEW LJ CAUSE MY MOM CAN'T SEE THE NEW ONE. I NEED HELP SETTING IT UP ALL PRETTY. ANYONE VOLUNTEERING. UMM ITS deadxblackxrose go takes a looky and help me with it

everyone and there mother has a boyfriend but i dont i will never have a boyfriend i have decided. i am too fat too ugly too depressed and way too boring too have a boyfriend. i want someone to love. i want someone to laugh with and to hold me but like i said my new years resolution is too forget about boys and thats what im going to do.

so i love ( Read more... )

the best things in life are free

but this morning the best thing was pizza that i ordered off the internet it was great and the fact that my best friend vanessa came over she is the best i miss her shes always to busy with sports to come and hang out so now that she doesnt have anything i think she will be over more often.

ok so i love danyel she ( Read more... )

my new years resolution is to

a) lose weight

b)do better in school

c)forget about boys

these are lame but im sticking to them because well if i cant keep a promise to myself i dont think i can keep one to others.

ok so i guess danyel came over today but i wasnt here i wish i was i want to see her shes so nice. im so happy for her joe is a nice guy ( Read more... )

so today nelson was suppossed to come over and watch movies with me and we were going to exchange our christmas gifts well nope that fucking scum stood me up basically and now i cant even contact him. well fuck him if he wants to talk then ill talk to him but im fucking tired of this shit so im going to ignore him for a while a very long while. ( Read more... )

today i got really bored and if you ask to see my arm youll get a suprise. Danyel and JOe were supposed to come and get me so we could get drunk together but they never showed up so i sniffed a pain reliever and it was good

i finally got a hold of nelson he went to big bear on christmas i guess. i missed him alot because thats my friend right ( Read more... )

To respond to what Rachel wrote in her journal... I love you and I hope we talk more often, too. And I don't like the person I've become because I turned from this preppy, happy, perky smiling 8th grader into a sad, clinically depressed, apathetic freshman. You're awesome, Rachel. If you want to walk over to my house for no reason, then dammit, you ( Read more... )

There was a boy
A very strange, enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea

A little shy
And sad of eye
But very wise
Was he

And then one day
The magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me

"The greatest thing
You'll even learn
Is just to love
And be loved
In return

on friday i told joe that i liked him and that fucker said to leave alone because he doesnt like me and that im obsessed with him but im not and that makes me sad so ive decided to not hang out with him

nelson came over on fridaY and i had such a fun time with him we went and saw a play at downey high which was good i guess and then we walked ( Read more... )

HEYsteve rocks my hips and always will!