last night i sat down after getting off the phone with melissa and just thought about my "relationship" with paul .. before i called melissa me and paul had a very interesting conversation and at the end he said i want to you think about everything thats happened in the last yr between us and think about what you learned and then call me and i said ( Read more... )

i've been thinking alot lately..i cant stand who've i become it makes me cringe when i think of who i am today..i was thinking of how i use to be how i use to think how i use to be so real..so alive...i dont know where that person went...i want her to come back..i remember the days when i was in 6th grade had all the friends i needed..no boyfriend ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHE OK THATS ENOUGH PINK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well lately i have been doing good but for the past couple of weeks things are going up and down..i just hope they stay up now....like my bf's finally talking to me and i'm so happy last night i basically tripped ( Read more... )

01. Who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )

1. Who are u ( Read more... )

nothing i do is ever right..everything i do is always wrong...i introduce my ex-friends to my best friend and how it seems as if she likes them more than me istn that just fucked up...oh well...my life is overall fucked up as it is..and i'm deffinately not going to explain it on here because bitches will make some stupid shit up and start a rumor ( Read more... )

Eh...bored...nothing to do...

-christina