i need to start taking the advice i ask for.....

how am i gonna get out of this one?

So.. I went on a second date with The Moroccan tonight. Not the ice cream Moroccan, another one. Yeah.. they like me, what can I say ( Read more... )

americans are idiots.
there is a reason the rest of the world hates us.

and tonight definitely proved that.

i miss people who love me.

i started drawing again. it has been close to a year since i last took pencil to paper and allowed my hand to move in curves across the page. it is nothing special, not started from any particular inspiration. which makes me wonder why i drew at all ( Read more... )

it was the typical european day that i had seen in films time and time again. i found myself in the mid-afternoon strolling along the rhein, quietly munching on a croissant. i had no idea where i was going, but it didn't really bother me. for once in my life i did feel the need to have a map or any other means of guidance. the path called me and i ( Read more... )

what a beautiful day. the sun is out, the skies are clear and even in a bustling city like bonn, the air smells like grass ( Read more... )

sometimes you have those days where failure is not an option. it is the only option. try as you might, you will always be wrong. you will not only be incorrect in the actions you make, but particularly when it comes to the ones you don't. and it will haunt you. you will take it with you ( Read more... )

i must have erased this sentence six times before deciding to write anything at all.
so many things to say but no words for any of them.
this list is the best i could do:

frustration.hope.fear.longing.loss.joy.quiet.friendship.alienation.parents.siblings.friends.school.failure.togetherness.music.comfort.drive.security.cold.

oh, winter.

this is going to be the busiest week i've had at k yet ( Read more... )