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Growing up, you become increasingly aware that people you love will die. I just thought I would have at least 10 more years. This is not a world I was prepared to live in.
Yesterday, I had not seen my dad in nearly two years.
Yesterday, I would never see my dad, again.
I am not ready for this.
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Today my baby sister and youngest sibling turns 21. Hopefully mom doesn't freak out soon. Janell and I have entered into the last four weeks here in California. I'm antsy to get going to other places. Hopefully it all works out and I can get a job and actually save money. It's definitely going to be an interesting fall/winter/spring.
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45 days until Alaska
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I feel like this stress is never going to go away. I'm beginning to think spending the summer in California was a mistake. Everything seems to be pointing in that direction. And I feel like going to Alaska is going to be another mistake that will waste a thousand dollars just to end up back in Washington. I love Washington. But if I'm just going to ( Read more... ) -
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It bothers me that Janell pokes at me or wakes me up when I'm snoring at night because it wake her up/keeps her awake. But I guess in the grand scheme of things, this is a petty thing to be bothered by.
I just needed to get it out.
