Yep I'm doing one of my random "I'm bored" surveys waiting for Sarah and Russ to get off work so we can watch Coyote Ugly, hehe. I really like hanging out with them and I'm glad they don't mind me being the "third wheel" because they're just so fun. I had alot of fun yesterday too, Brandon and I went on a "double-date" with them and we went roller- ( Read more... )

Something I found that I like very much ( Read more... )

*Sigh* this whole thing would be much easier if I would stop having dreams. I don't dream very often, and when I do, I rarely remember them. But for the last three nights, I've been having dreams and I've definately been remembering them. They're really random though. One was about us getting back together, one we were at a wedding [not even ( Read more... )

So I've been writing in this like crazy, I know, but it really helps me to sort out all my thoughts and emotions [of which there are many right now.] Today at work [which again wasn't that bad] I realized something. I honestly believe everything happens for a reason, and that if two people are meant to be together, then they will end up together. ( Read more... )

I had fun at work tonight, as unusual as that is- I never have fun at work. Probably because Connie wasn't there and I hadn't worked with Jax in awhile. But work was fun nonetheless ( Read more... )

I need to grow up. Seriously. I lost the best thing that's probably ever going to happen to me because I act like I'm still in highschool 90% of the time. Why? I'm not really sure, but I'll definately enlighten you when I find out. Regardless though, it has to change. Starting right now, at 3 am Saturday morning. So far this is what I have ( Read more... )

I really don't think anyone reads this anymore. But I've realized that I really don't care, I don't write in this so other people can read it, I write in this as an attempt to sort out my thoughts and make sense of my messed up life. And I know there's probably people who are way worse off than I am, and that I actually have it pretty good compared ( Read more... )

So I was all excited to give up. And now I can't. I can't concentrate on anything it seems like. Although last night after work after I sent the apology I felt much better and read half of Chapter 1 for Abnormal Psych, part of Chapter 1 in Mythology [which actually is turning out to be an awesome class despite my lack of interest in the subject], ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I turn 20. I don't want to. I hope I don't remember it. It just sounds so old to me. And the older I get, the more I feel I should start focusing on the future, and just the thought of that makes me think about it even less. At least I'm having a party, I haven't had a birthday party since I turned sixteen. It was supposed to be a surprise ( Read more... )

Not like that's unusual or anything lately. I don't know what it is. But I hope it goes away soon because finals are coming up and I think I'm gonna need sleep. Well I'm doing this ( Read more... )