Yeah ok, it's MY turn, bitches. You know what I love? When your so-called "friends" think it's really cool to write about you in their little online journals, but of course not tell YOU that they have a problem with you. It's time to grow up. If I have a problem with someone or what they might be doing, I tell them. And they wonder why I don't ( Read more... )

Two wednesdays ago was Brandon and I's one year anniversary. I was happy. I seriously thought that we were going to end up together in the long run. Hell, he was even talking about engagement rings online. And then I started thinking, would we even be sitting here if I hadn't practically gotten down on my hands and knees and begged him to stay with ( Read more... )

The wind outside sounds like my window is going to just cave in any second. Sweet. Since Im not terrified of tornados or anything. Something's really been bothering me lately, and I can't figure out what the hell it is which ends up making me more frustrated. I guess I just feel like something's missing from my life. I've never had a best friend. ( Read more... )

I understand I'm not perfect. I never have been and probably never will be. But what I don't understand is people. I really thought I did. I was so excited to pursue a career in psychology because I thought I had finally found something I understood. I don't understand how someone can go from really wanting to be around you, to making you feel ( Read more... )

Im sick. I loathe being sick. I think everyone hates being sick, but I hate it especially. Because I never just get the "normal" cold everyone else gets (you know, the cough and runny nose deal that goes away with chicken soup.) Im over here coughing up half my lungs and used what was left of my voice to call into work this morning, something I ( Read more... )

FUCK PAPA JOHN'S. Ok, tell me how much goddamn sense this makes.. I request off some weekends for bowling tournaments (key word being SOME weekends, not ALL) and my manager tells me this is going to be a problem because she needs me to work them. So I talk with her and come to the agreement that she will give me off as many as she can, but I will ( Read more... )

"X if you've seen it. If you've seen more than 70, you're a movie nerd." Yeah, Im pretty sure Im one of those or something. Either way, I was still bored enough to do it. Fill it out & see if you can beat me. I guarantee you can't, but if you can, I will buy you dinner or something cool like that. Really, I promise. But don't lie, that's mean ( Read more... )

I don't know what Im doing anymore. With anything. I rarely do my homework and would rather spend the money I make at my crappy job on pointless things like clothes and movies than save it for who knows what, but I hear saving is a good idea. Sometimes I wish there was more time. More time to just NOT have anything to do without feeling guilty ( Read more... )

God I wish I could look at some of those people I work with and just scream that to them, at least Nate found it amusing. I really thought I would start to like my job after awhile. It's not like me to have such negative feelings toward one so soon after acquiring it in the first place. But I just don't fit in there for some reason, I don't know ( Read more... )

I like my classes. Really, I do. & that's a first. Brandon left some wine on my desk from yesterday. So I'm drinking some, it's not too bad for red wine, but usually I prefer white. My laundry is still sitting on the floor in a huge pile because Im too lazy to fold it. Yes my thoughts are very detached and random, but I had some emergency oral ( Read more... )