So my teeth hurt like hell. Supposedly the second day is the worst with pain, but every day after that (I think I'm on the 5th by now) has been just as painful. Specifically the bottom "teeth" (I guess I can't really call them teeth anymore since they're not there but w/e). And I only have 3 Percocet left.. which might get me through today. I took ( Read more... )

I feel all nervous and lightheaded right now. I don't know why but I don't like it. It's almost as if I have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach that something bad is going to happen. I just lifted my hands from the keyboard for a second and they were shaking- why? I'm not sure but I hope it stops soon. Maybe it's because of the I.M. but I ( Read more... )

Hey kids. So Brandon & I worked through our issues and then proceeded to have bigger issues, as in, almost break-up-crying-for-hours-issues (yeah and I don't cry.) And it really came out of no where, which was just a little scary. So we're good now, well according to me anyway.. I never have much of an idea of what he's thinking. W/e, life's a ( Read more... )

Okay girls (& guys) I need some advice on this one. Brandon has a friend named Kerry who is a close personal friend of his. Now I don't have a problem with my boyfriend having friends that are girls- that's stupid. What I don't like however, is when Kerry says things like, "too bad you're gonna leave her (me) for me when I come to GV next fall." Or ( Read more... )

Omigosh, The Killer's concert was amazing! Damn they're a good band & the lead singer was way hott in that white suit- his name is Brandon. I think if your name is Brandon, you're just already destined to be hot or something, hah. Here's some pictures that I would do in a cut, but of course that would mean I would have to know how to do that, which ( Read more... )

I HATE MY JOB!! Ok, i feel better. & I suppose I don't really hate it, Im just getting extremely fed up with it right now. Why? Because it seems like i keep skipping out on work when I REALLY DON'T. I've never been one to just "not show up" to work when I was scheduled to- that's not me! But for the second time now, that's what it's gonna look like ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Which is really surprising since i've usually been sleeping alot lately and only got like three hours of it last night before leaving for cedar point. I've been home for about an hour now and can't seem to shake this bad feeling i have that something terrible is going to happen to me. Not like im going to die or anything like that, ( Read more... )

Usually Im a pretty happy person. I wouldn't say i over-react or get upset easily. However, there are a few things that i really just cannot stand.. at all. One of those is when people say "Oh, i'll call you back (replace back with later, tonight, etc.)" and never had the intention of doing so. Why do people do this? I don't get it, i don't tell ( Read more... )

The weirdest thing happened to me today, i had just got outta the shower at Brandon's and was putting on my makeup and i smelled lovespell. Now there's nothing really unusual about that- i think his sister wears it, but the memories that came back just from catching a hint of it was crazy. For some reason, i thought of Frank and the apartment. ( Read more... )

So my job is really starting to bother me. Well at least right now, i love it how people don't listen sometimes. Of course i won't say any of this to the people i work with bc i hate people who bitch and complain about shit, but i can say w/e the hell i want in here. I work for GV as a conference assistant, which is basically running all the camps ( Read more... )