So my sister had her graduation party yesterday. For the most part, it was alot of fun- i saw some people i hadn't seen in awhile (mainly my wife) but also in being there i realized how much my younger sister Erica (she's 14) has changed since the last time i was home. For starters she's now dating a guy that just graduated from highschool and is ( Read more... )

So i get back from my crazy weekend of eleven hour shifts, drunkness, and casinos with an IM from Apryl, who was gonna be the president of our so-called-probably-doesn't-even-exist-anymore women's bowling team. And i was gonna be vice president or w/e because im fine with that, it's enough responsibility but not too much since me and responsibility ( Read more... )

I realized something today, it's not just that im scared to grow up.. im petrified of it. Im taking classes that are going to teach me what i need to know for whatever i plan to do with the rest of my life, i can't screw up anymore and act like school doesn't matter. My friends are getting engaged and im nowhere close to that.. at all, i never have ( Read more... )

I was cleaning my apartment but i finished that much quicker than i thought i would so i decided to do one of these damn addicting surveys. I still owe people prizes from filling out the last one which i promise i will get to you sometime/eventually/when i see you next (except for Chad because he hit me with a pillow as a prize and that was cruel ( Read more... )

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We ( Read more... )

Let's play a game. Since people LOOOOVE telling me how much of a slutty bitch i am im giving you the opportunity to say how you REALLY feel about me. Go ahead, fill it out and have fun...i never thought i'd do one of these things, but w/e.. im curious as to what people think about me. And i'll even give you a prize if you do it (k i sound like a ( Read more... )

Yeah i know i said i wouldn't write anymore, but w/e.. i felt like changing my mind. I know not everyone is going to like me, but at least have a reason for it. Bitch, yeah ok i can see that. But slut? Last time i checked, i've been with under 5 people. So no, don't think so. Just wanted to straighten that out. On a lighter note, i found this and ( Read more... )

Fuck it, i quit. No matter how many times i apologize, it's still never good enough. So im done, if i write anything else it'll be private. Sorry to anyone that cares but im sick of this shit.

I was talking with a friend tonight that made me realize alot of things about myself. I've just realized that i really am disgusted with the person i was in highschool. Somewhere between my junior and sophomore year, i got this notion in my head that i could have any guy that i wanted, so i took advantage of it. I led people on and fucked with ( Read more... )

Right, so i just LOVE immature fucks that decide it's cool to start shit over gdamn aol, that's almost as gay as starting stuff over xangas. This guy IM's me, tells me he knows my friend Apryl, changes his name about five times in our conversation where none of his supposed stories about how he knows her match up of course. Yeah, he needs help.. ( Read more... )