Retaking, another chance
Another stab of life
Resolving, the conflicts
To ease the suffering
Moving on, in life
Yet never looking back
Ah the path is long
Is the patience that I lack?
Happy I am, to live
As living, thus to give
Yet, my melancholy
would still be the self
another theory would be
Life, is just retaking

//Truth

Lab class is boring.

"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won ( Read more... )

Ah, at last, I got the schedule that I actually can breathe with. Well it's not much, and it's not that pretty either, but at least the load is light. I only got three major subjects this semester, one-less compared to last semester. Ah, last semester! To think that I survived it by a lot of late night reading down the stretch. I honestly don't ( Read more... )

I've been looking for old classic PC games since the past night. I don't know, its the nostalgic feel of the games that made me want to play them again. Of course, since I'm windows fucking XP, I can't run most of them. But who cares? Ah the nostalgia ( Read more... )

I believe this now. It was my fault I screwed up last semester and almost lost my tuition fee exception. I barely survived, and that was because I gave up on myself on the final stretches of the semester. I never believed that I could pass the subjects that needed extreme attention. I focused all my energies on the subjects that were important, ( Read more... )

I'm screwed

I'm screwed

I'm screwed

But hey, whats new anyway?

I'm stupid

I'm stupid

I'm stupid

The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction ( Read more... )

Doooooooooooooooooooooooooooomed.

I haven't eaten anything.

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