I found out today that my best friend and his girlfriend are having a baby.  The two are both younger than me, are currently in college, and have minimum wage jobs.  So, when he told me the news, naturally, I was in shock, and worried as hell about their future ( Read more... )

So, I'm still playing a lot of WoW.  My Warlock is now at level 32 (one bar away from 33).  I have yet to do an instance with a decent group (a tank that can tank, a healer that can heal). Some of the players don't seem to know much about strategy, though they know all about  button-spamming...Le Sigh ( Read more... )

So, it finally happened...I got sucked into World of Warcraft.  I'm currently playing a Gnome Warlock on a PvP server.  I've been practically glued to my friend's computer for the past few days.  I'm thinking of starting a Gnome Warrior named Yoda later on.  This should be fun.

I believe my two months of depression and isolation did me some justice.  Lately, I have been able to confront some of my deep-rooted, personal issues regarding school and family, and for the past week, my dreams have oriented around those issues, all of which have been informative ( Read more... )

So, I'm feeling much better today.  I believe the worst of my blah is over, though it is unfortunate that it lasted through Yule/Christmas.  It was apparent that I was feeling better today when I went through a crazy busy day at work without cracking.  I now get to look forward to a fun-filled New Years Eve, as I booked off the 30th till the 1st. 

So, I'm still in my dark place.  It seems that I just need to disconnect for a while I regather my strength and confidence.  I have been meditating more so than I usually do, and my thoughts have been more clear and concise.  I look forward to being cheerful and positive by next year, should this detachment work out for me.

Well, it has been a crappy few months.  I've spent the better part of this period in a state of depression similar to that of my youth...ick.  It got so bad that I was sent to the hospital after suffering from a panic attack at work.  I'm now working six hour shifts and generally keeping to myself, though I'm slowly recovering ( Read more... )

Firstly, I must express my joy over just how well my last date went.  First came costume shopping.  After shopping around, we decided to go for something simple.  Afterwards, we went to Perkins for dinner.  Mmmm...Steak and eggs...After that, we went back to my place to discover that her costume was missing the hat that was supposed to come with it ( Read more... )

I got the sudden urge to play "Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic" again.  I'll play a character that best suits myself, so I guess I'll be a liight side Jedi Consular (starting with Scoundrel), but I'll get some dark side abilities (probably Life Drain).

I'm not addicted...Well, I'm not!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Silence in srive-thru for one minute at 2:00 p.m.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHH!

Work is over at 3:00 p.m.

That's all...You can go now.