my sister died tonight. my half-sister. she (it cant be proven, but it's more than likely) killed herself. i'm in shock.

i'm hungry. as usual.

a dying daddy-long-legs just fell onto my hand. and then onto the table, writhing in pain (I suppose).

i baby-sat today. it was amusing. i didn't kill the baby. :D

i miss my boyfriend..

Okay. Wow. The art institute went down the drain. I am now living at home, near Beaumont, TX. I'm hoping on starting up this thing again. I remember how much it used to help me. I have internet access 24/7 here at home, so I have the means to do that now. I just hope everyone hasn't forgotten about me now.. I have a boyfriend now. A real ( Read more... )

So, quite a few things have changed since I last updated, although it really wasn't that long ago. I'm feeling pretty good right now with the direction that my life is taking. I am currently living in Houston, and am attending the Art Institute. I am going to major in Graphic Design, in case anyone cares. (I know probably no one will read this ( Read more... )

okay, just cause i'm updating does not mean it will become a habitual thing again. I just had access to the 'net and i have a lot on my mind, so I decided it couldn't hurt to just let things out... Especially since I know no one will look at this thing. Everyone forgot about me. But it doesn't matter. Hardly anything matters anymore. Ah, so ( Read more... )

Broken ~ Seether feat. Amy Lee

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I guess so, since I've been commenting everywhere. Well, not a huge amount has been going on, but that doesn't mean I haven't been busy. I've been hanging with Chelsea mostly. But right now I am at Mandy's apartment. Yanno, she could pop any day now. It would be interesting if she went into labor while I was here. I think I'd have a heart ( Read more... )

OK, last night I thought it was gonna be my last update for a while, but I decided to waste some more time online tonight, and I just now decided to write. I'm really laying on the self-hate tonight. I don't know where it came from. Probably the loads of pretty chicks on here and the fact that I'm fat and the fact that I'm ugly and the fact that ( Read more... )

Hey everyone ( Read more... )

Okay, it's the 2nd to last day of school and I probably won't have time to say anything tomorrow what with exams and stuff, so this is my temporary goodbye. I won't have much access or time to update very often after I get out of school (that is, until I get a computer, which won't be very soon). I will be able to do it over at friend's houses, ( Read more... )