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so i'm at the internet cafe, talking to my big sister on my myspace. i think she's become addicted. it happens to the best of us. i've decided that i'm not angry with dusty anymore. i'm actually kinda glad he's where he is. i was accomplishing absolutly nothing ion the time we spent together. but i still got to see that tank on the freeway! that ( Read more... )

so i'm t ross', nothing new about that. dusty is going out to his brother and sisters in la for thanksgiving, he's leaving in like 20 minutes. i suppose i should be in there with him in the living room right now, but i really don't feel like it. all of this feels too much like a rebound. it happens i guess. he's really cool, kinda strange. but i ( Read more... )

so dusty is in la right now... so i guess i did hte same thing when i left for alta dena.... i was going to go visit him before i left, but i got pre occupied with stupid people, hte kind that anger me. he should be back soon, i think he went to his brothers house. cool cool. i sent out some pictures today, nothin important, just some people havn't ( Read more... )

so dusty is in la right now... so i guess i did hte same thing when i left for alta dena.... i was going to go visit him before i left, but i got pre occupied with stupid people, hte kind that anger me. he should be back soon, i think he went to his brothers house. cool cool.
i sent out some pictures today, nothin important, just some people havn't ( Read more... )

so i'm at ross' right now, whats new? i'm listening to the alaska highway demo on my myspace. i like it. dusty i sleeping on the bed, i think he had a long day of smokin behind him.okay maybe he's not sleeping.... i think i need to go visit lyndie and amanda up north for a while. i need to get away. i just found a 4 non blondes video on my myspace ( Read more... )

real big fish                  beer

she calle me late last night to say she loved me so
it didn't matter anymore, but
i say she never cared
and that she never will, i'd
do it all again
i guess i'll have to wait until then

if i get drunk well, i'll pass out
on the floor now baby
you won't bother me no more
if you're drinkin' well, you know
that you're ( Read more... )

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this is from halloween, very zomie-ish with mark....
that is all.

i don't think i've ever been more alone with so many figures of llfe around. there is so many poeple around me all the time, but none of them seem to be of any signifigance to me at all. i love my firends, the ones that i can still call my friends that is, but there not what i'm looking for in my life right now. i'm trying so hard to fix everyhting ( Read more... )

When I am queen on royal thrown made out of parts of broken bones
of all the devils I have known that suck the angels dry