i sit at home alone alot lately. i tyr not to go crazy, but sometimes it's too hard. i talked to travis yesterday on the phone, i needed him then. even if he can't solve my problems, he can keep me somewhat sane, i love him for that. i told him everything about the him that i've mentioned, and how he said he loves me, but doesn't ever talk to me, ( Read more... )

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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so i saw him for the first time in months. totally not the easiest thing i've done lately, but it went somewhat well i think. i told him that i love him, then i told him all the shhit i was keeping from him. he deserved to know, i was his buisness and right to know. it wasn't fair to not tell him just because i was scared. he said that if i had ( Read more... )

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so it's been a year since alex was killed, you can never forget your child hood friends. it was haily's 2nd birthday party yestrday. she most definatly hates having cake on her face. she got lotsa cool toys and some clothes. in all, it was fun. it's almost bobby's 1 year anniversary. i miss him so much. it gets easier as time goes by, but i know ( Read more... )

tiger army knows whats up, i've never felt more attahed to these c.d.'s before. it all jusat makes sense for right now ( Read more... )

i would think that when someone tells you not to call them, and that they don't want to talk to you, that they wouldn't waist their time leaving bullshit comments on my live journal, and then think that i wouldn't know who it was. how dumb can some people get in such a short amount of time. i may have done some things that werent the greateast, but ( Read more... )

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so i shaved my head again, but not just half of it this time...