I woke up early today. Really early. Early enough to watch the sunrise. It was calming... And made me forget about the troubles in the world... The troubles I caused...

Maybe I should start watching it more often. Might be good therapy. If only I can walk and go outside...

In time, I suppose, in time...

Full Character Name: Just Asch (lazy likewut to put the umalat on the 'u').
Job & Company (if applicable): Manager at Muggs and guitarist for Abyss under Black Out.
Age: 18.
Canon: Tales of the Abyss.
Typical Style of dress: Rocker chic~ Black, red and white only. With a few neon colours thrown in at regular intervals.
Emo trigger: His parents, when his ( Read more... )

Uncle had bought me the new Nine Inch Nails album as an early birthday present. It is incredibley amazing, sounding a little like their older stuff mixed in with something competely different, but still very Nine Inch Nails.

The song that stuck out to me in the album: Capital G.

I can't wait until I try out some of the riffs in this album...

So my ( Read more... )

... Uncle knows... He knows he's back...

He's extremely worried that I did something... rightfully so.

He might take me to the hospital later for a checkup.

Does that mean I have to stay there... again...? If so... can it be after my birthday...?

Maybe that nice doctor's still there... I doubt it, though... But she was so nice...

Luke... thank you. ( Read more... )

So, I'm in the hospital... and kinda hoppped up on morphine~

Kissing Luke is trippy now...

Should be out on Saturday.

Then trip on Monday.

..........

Oh no... the Daily Dish...

This has gone too far...

My parents are going to find out... and...

No, this can't be happening... It just can't...

Shit, the phone's ringing... Please don't let it be them...

I wanna thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and my marigolds...

Was that... the sun?!

It was sunny today. Just thought I'd mention that.

"The sex was great, the best I've ever had... he kisses me softly (he carries breath mints) and leaves me to bask in the after glow." - Consequences.

... It was from something I read and that line just stuck out for me.

I put my faith in God and my trust in you
Now there's nothing ( Read more... )

Jade, I don't know whether to thank you or slap you stupid.

We're still slightly understaffed for the next few days at work...

I'm horny. Excuse me while I go jack off to Luke in leather. I'm exausted. I think I'm gonna go to bed.

I got my propaganda
I got revisionism
I got my violence
In hi-def ultra-realism
All a part of this great nation
I got my fist
I got my plan
I got survivalism
-Survivalism - Nine Inch Nails.

New single. 
Loud. 
Kick ass. 
Blowing your mind.

Live it.

Still in a bad mood.

Luke... thank you...