man my mom sucks she bitches at me and my brother because she cant sleep when we arent even doing anything sometimes i think i really hate her because the way she treats me and my brother it is so going to suck when he leaves because when he leaves she will bitch at me about everything tell me to do shit that most likely cant do and im just going ( Read more... )

I miss you baby,
Why are you staying away?
You make me smile,
And I have something to say.

These words are in my head,
Written across my heart,
On the tip of my lips,
Words I've wanted to say from the start.

But you're not here,
And I need you to be,
I'm miserable with out you,
Because with you I feel free.

You make me feel pretty,
Make me want to ( Read more... )

Just knowing i got you here to be there for me     
fills my heart will love and erases all my misery
Replacing all my pain that I once had
I see an angel when I look at you
All my fears then seem to disappear
You have given me the light I needed when I  faced darkness
And when I cry, I know you're always there to tell me its gonna be alright
You put ( Read more... )

it sucks i barely have any good friends the only people i trust in this world are my brother jess,kristin and maybe michael which sucks because my other friends say im such a good friend and yet they treat me like shit the people i have known for so long besides my brother dont even treat me like a true friend that just hurts for those three true ( Read more... )

i wish i could fall asleep but i cant the only way i can go to sleep is if i take 2 painkillers it sucks because i know how addictive they are i wish i had some kind of sleeping medicine i tried melatonein and i take 3 which is the most amount your suppose to take and i would sleep for 3 hours or 4 if i was lucky tomorrow im going to walk around my ( Read more... )