Okay, so now I am offical. I have my uniform for work, and the pay structure has been changed to reflect the last two weeks of training, and i have the shifts pretty much all to myself for managing..hurah. I just wish i actually wanted this promotion. i hate the responsibility it casts on me because i always flunk out in a few months. in my career ( Read more... )

Okay, i need to get all this off my chest and here goes ( Read more... )

So here i am up at almost four in the morning. I just can't sleep these days. the last time i wrote, I wrote about fate giving up on hitting me hard, well i was wrong. As it turns out, it had some tricks up it's sleeve. it always does. i lost yet another job due to the fact i just didn't have a high enough avg sale $/hr. anyhow, I took some time ( Read more... )

So maybe challenging fate to bring up it's game was not the smartest thing i could have done for the new year, but i did it, and now have to suffer ( Read more... )

Okay so the besides the obvious answer, that being gravity, I really don't know why this applies to all things. Physics demands this with physical objects, but why does it demand the same of emotional things. like why does it seem everytime you are on top of the world, some thing demands that you are to be knocked of your throne so to speak. Or why ( Read more... )

So i realized tonight, I am going off the deep end...wait...maybe that already happened. well in any case. i have been thinking about this whole new year thing, and realized that maybe there is more to my life than i once thought. I seem to forget that dispite how i feel about my past, it is a testament of all the times i have fallen on my ass, and ( Read more... )

So hello all, it's offically 2007, and the year from hell has finnaly ended. if this was some bad sitcom or tv show, this would be where i would do clips of highlights for the year in review, but since i can't let you see these highlights i came up with a top ten list of moments ( Read more... )

So here it goes. this will be the most revealing entry thus far in the time i have been here. it kinda goes like this. i care for someone very deeply. Someone who is going thru some rough times, and deciding just what it is that she wants. I sit and await her answer, hoping that i might be included in it, but worried non-the-less. she was supposed ( Read more... )

so I worked a fun filled day of people acting really stupid, and having to deal with that jackass, konstant-jerk. Even after we closed, he sat on his tiny keibler elf ass, and talked away with dexter instead of doing work to get us out at a decent hour. for those that don't know, i had to stay after work and do the add set up for boxing day, until ( Read more... )

okay, so as you can tell, i am not a fan of christmas, well not so much christmas, but working in a retail job listening to all those songs playing over and over in different styles and artists. especially when they repeat. So get me my pitchfork and horns. The raven is going to skew the next person to utter a christmas carol. wha ha ha ( Read more... )