lost is real

is there ( Read more... )

our house is full of love ( Read more... )

I am going to Las Vegas Thursday to film a Documentary about Panchen Otrul Rinpoche. Thinking about it makes me a little nervous. I'm sure it will be excellent. I mean, what a fucking opportunity right? All expenses paid, pseudo vacation with a Buddhist Monk in the city of sin ( Read more... )

Actors, where can I find actors and actresses? Specific ones, who'd be willing to act in independent films.

loneliness is horrible ( Read more... )

i just had a strange series of thoughts ( Read more... )

as i watched "30 frames a second" a documentary on the WTO protests in 2000, I was submerged in a feeling of pride like a bag of earl grey in the tea cup of life. It's not as though I aided anything in what happened here ten years ago. I've an uncertain disposition toward my conscious recognition of what projected off the Tele'. Seattlites linking ( Read more... )

my projection projected its own projection who decided to converse with you
my responses slushed through a tunnel to tinkle into your ears
i cant say how it seemed to you... or if it even was you
my idea of you
talked to me about shudders palm covers
my idea of me talked to my idea of you

but then why does it feel different to be here by myself?

when i was a child i lived in a world manufactured in sweat shops and cow cities. my ability to render adults speechless aided in my escape. for this knowledge at my fingertips didnt exist and the interest in function fumbled. this isnt me, i am not saying these words nor is it me in this skirt that matches these socks that match my headband. a ( Read more... )