I need to lose some serious weight so I can walk around in slutty mini skirts all summer and actually look good. And some high heeled knee high boots. And tank tops. mhm ( Read more... )

I've always known that I'll probably become a crazy old lady with fifty four cats and that I want to own or work in a yarn shop someday. Now I have this idea, which I think is great, for a little business just like that. It would be a yarn shop/ fabric shop but not with your normal everyday products. They would be hand spun or rare yarns and hand ( Read more... )

I can't have sex without thinking about him fucking that chink whore. A picture just flashes without warning in my head. Having sex makes me want to cry. I hate what they did to me. I want to get the hell out of here.

Today is my 19th birthday. To celebrate, I'm giving up all fast food and cutting down to one cigarette a day to eventually quit ( Read more... )

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Rupert is reeking havoc on everyone else again.

Angelo's sleeping again.

I'm really cold and angry again.

*Looking Below* It's nice to know that someone cares. Thanks...

I want to knit and knit and knit and sell it all.

It's a quarter past five and I still can't wake him up. If he doesn't do at least one nice thing for me today.....

I hate it in Michigan. I'm living in a freezing cold, unsanitary, messy house with a guy who hates me and constantly tells me that I'm "fucking ugly" and a "bitch" and a "cunt." He refuses to give me the tiniest bit of affection unless he wants sex. I feel like shit all of the time. I thought things were going to be different. I thought we would ( Read more... )

Not in Seattle anymore.


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Yesterday was Angelo's birthday.

"the farther i fall i'm beside you...
as lost as i get i will find you...
the deeper the wound i'm inside you!
for ever and ever i'm a part of...!"

That whore.