fuck.

[crippled_crackt]

that whole fucking last post... ugh. i'm an idiot. please forgive me. i'm in no position to be expressing feelings/thoughts right now.

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[masque_17]

im so behind in my lj friends page checking that i just saw all of your recenter entries. -_-'

andrew, you know i feel exactly the same way.

and what is there to forgive about that post?

*sigh*

[crippled_crackt]

i know, love. and there's nothing to forgive about it, i suppose, but i felt like an idiot for writing it... it just seemed awkward and pretentious to me afterward. actually, looking at it again, it seems okay to me now. but idk. i had a moment of anxious self-loathing. -.-

Re: *sigh*

[masque_17]

thats why i wrote one and didnt post it. XD
i know what you mean about the awkwardness, but for the complexity of human emotion, the pretentiousness gets the gist across. :P
oh self-loathing. we both should probably work on that, huh? *cuddle*