How is it that every bad thing has to happen all in one week ( Read more... )

It's perfect just as it should be.

My heart was racing when I thought about it. I felt it beating heavily in my chest as I gripped it's cold hard silver handle into my palm and pulled it out. As I walked back to my chair my whole body started to shake. I sat down and felt the rush in my viens. I was scared? I was excited? My mind was racing with the thoughts of good or bad. I felt ( Read more... )

It was odd, I went to sleep last night to find my self dreaming of someone. I don't know if I had drempt of them before but it was odd. I woke up and realized exactly what I had dreamed of two minutes later. For some reason I can't turn away. Ever sense that day it's either been akward, or awful. Even on a good day when he's really nice, like ( Read more... )

I'm not in pain
I'm not going insane
But I'm falling down

I know the game
I know the frame
And it's pulling me down

I feel the weight
I feel the fate
I'm dragging my heart around

It's too much to debate
It's too much to late
To take when I've reached the ground

I'm sorry it could not be found
I will fall, we will fall, fall down

When the Moon turns Red

October 19, 2006

Is it safe here

Is it safe to die here

Safe to cry here

When the moon

Turns blood red in May

Is it nice there

Is it safe there

To cry there

When the moon

Turns blood red in May

Can’t I be there

Can’t I see it here

Is it safe to cry

Where the moon

Turns blood red in May

Have you seen where

Will you be there

Don’t you know why

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She doesn't care ( Read more... )

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Demon Eyes

August 7, 2006

I already lost myself in your eyes again

The world spins too slowly to realize the missing pieces

This is the point of no return

I am fading away in your glory

So much to be said about this place

But I’m so far away from home

Keep me company my angel of catastrophe

You are my only wick of light in the darkness

May ( Read more... )

I saw Nick finally. He looks awEsome. We had fun at the Carnival and all. I dumped my cold water on him and we got into a water fight. It was great. He told me to come visit when he comes back in december. I'll probly be able to drive down myself by then maybe. ^-^ I'll get to spend more time with him. Yeah it sounds wrong an all. But he has his ( Read more... )