A lot has happened since the last time i wrote anything at all. Have i been busy? somewhat, but not really. Have i changed? yet again, or at least i think so, or elements of change are somewhat appearant ( Read more... )

New Staind cd is somewhat mediocre, meaning...extremely disappointing.

I've written better lyrics in half of the songs in 15 minutes, but still, it's Staind so i'm going to try to like it.

So nothing new has happened to me. I'm attempting to better myself, but it's hard to do with little resources or support system. I hope tomorrow is the day. Tomorrow is always supposed to be "the day", you know what i mean, or maybe it's just me. Procrastination is a fucking addiction i swear, no matter how much i get on myself about doing things, ( Read more... )

And i realized how much i've matured over the last couple of years. Or maybe i just begged for livejournal comments because i really didn't have much of a social life besides my girlfriend back then. Wow. Whatever ( Read more... )

So there's a certain about of luck, and a certain about of skill that keeps my life moving from day to day in the wrong direction. I'm lucky that i have what i have despite my deceitfulness from time to time, but generally i just like taking things for granted because i don't care about my life really at all anymore. I just let myself go, what ( Read more... )

I love Natasha. She's the best girlfriend ever :-)

How i revert back to high school status for you. haha.

Thanks to my wonderful girlfriend, i'm back on livejournal. again ( Read more... )

I've had a lot on my mind and decided to re-navigate myself to livejournal, for whatever reason ( Read more... )

So...things have been happening, and things have been resolved ( Read more... )

Alright.

Old Deftones makes me want to fuck up the world.

Natasha isn't online. She didn't write me anything today. I don't know if tomorrow is still on. Blah.

Work sucks, 2 more days. I feel lightheaded.

Fuck everything.