I just don't get certain people. My best friend April called me today just to talk and catch up a bit so I of course ask how the wedding plans are going. So everything is good except her best friend for years has decided to kinda piss her off. Now ok it is January 16 she gets married May 17... that is what 4 months away right? So apparently her ( Read more... )

So tonight I must say has been the greatest night of my life in gods I don't know how long. So after class I get to Sean's house and he is upstairs playing a video game so I go and watch, Mass Effect is pretty cool I must add. Then we head out to the movie, so Sean and I ride in his car he kept tickling me and teasing me and all this great stuff, I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I know someone, I think I understand them and get them and can somehow figure out whats going on inside their mind, ad sometimes I am very very very wrong when I make the assumption. A friends dad took my world and shook it up a bit, but I don't feel loss at the fact, I feel glad and more informed. When I left the house my head ( Read more... )

So I have a friend who has been busy for the past month, a friend I consider one of my best friends beyond a doubt because he has helped me through so much in my life. So in this action of naming him a best friend, I have given him a power over me that few people in this world can claim, a power to hurt me, a power that I usually withhold from ( Read more... )

Did probably the most terrifying thing on earth today, sent my bio dad and e-mail just trying to get to know him. Ok so story time, have met the guy once when I was 3 don't remember a thing about the day so he is literally a stranger! It was very odd, I'm nervous wondering what he'll say and eagar for his reply but also kind of dreading it. How can ( Read more... )

Well today I went through 19 units worth of classes, and while yes I am utterly exhausted and drained, it feels good, I feel like I am once again getting somewhere in my life, UCI doesn't seem as unobtainable as it once did. I think it helps that I have an amazing load of teachers this term! So the only class I have yet to face is swimming, but how ( Read more... )

Ok it's official tomorrow I start my first day of taking 20 units! EEP Scary! Yeah so I won't admit this to the majority of the population but this little hovel of mine is never looked at by the majority of my friends. Well yes completly terrified, what if I fail? And if I succede at what cost? I don't know if I am more afraid of the classes or the ( Read more... )

Hmmm decided to post here for the first time in ages. Quite a bit more private then my myspace thankfully for I don't know what to really say. I think my life has just gotten too out of control for me to handle. Sean and I got into a huge fight the other night which resulted in him sitting in the pantry because he didn't know if I was actually ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone have a Happy fucking new year!