It's weird, it seems like everyone's eating problems have an emotional root to them. I don't know if mine does. I just really like food I think. My mom survived mass starvations as a child, so I guess whatever thrifty genes enabled her to survive are the reason I'm here, and fucked up eating patterns are the reason I was fat. From 5th grade onwards I would never eat breakfast or lunch because I was too embarrassed to eat in front of people. Then when I got home I would eat insane amounts, which still were probably under the normal amounts, but all at once, and I couldn't figure out why I was so much fatter than everyone else, because I was only eating one [massive] meal a day. Now I know this makes you insulin resistant and slows down your metabolism
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"i would sell out every belief i have for baked goods" that is great. would you like to contribute a rant/whatever to my upcoming zine? i am very serious, no deadline
A lot of what I put here is toned down for general consumption. The truth contains a lot more paraphilias and things I should probably be ashamed of. But when I say something funny it tends to be a one-off occurrence. If you see something you like just let me know. If I write anything decent I'll send it directly to you.
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A lot of what I put here is toned down for general consumption. The truth contains a lot more paraphilias and things I should probably be ashamed of. But when I say something funny it tends to be a one-off occurrence.
If you see something you like just let me know. If I write anything decent I'll send it directly to you.
Also I'm glad you didn't leave.
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