well ben is gone now for his bowling tounament in colorado for the next few days. the garage WAS getting really far adn i was excited about how much progress me and alex had made on it. of course that was a WAS. alexs mom started getting really annoying and after saying we could have the whole garage has now forced us to have half that space. so ( Read more... )

well yay for summer- this one has been fun. went to band today for sitereading and i think our show this year is gonna be kickass. jsut got back from christiansburg with ben for a few days while he had one of his tournaments. read harry potter book and went to the party while we were up there. wedding crashers is one of the funniest movies i have ( Read more... )

well today was sweet. yay for pyro day! we had a little cookout thing early in the day then busted out the fireworks. the best part was def justin and bens hot glued rc car with fountains. the tennis ball blowing up didnt work that well but we managed a thing of pudding a bottle of water and a soda plus some homemade bottle rockets. so all n all it ( Read more... )

well summer is here now and school is out. i actually dont think i am doing too much this summer. just kinda sitting around and hanging out with people. ryans bday was yesterday! *yay* got to hang out with some peopel i hadnt seen in a while and that was awesome. me n ben are still together *9 months now* so thats good. my dads finger is getting ( Read more... )

wow so me n ben-fight today. its made me realize a lot about who i am and what i want in a relaionship. i hate the old issues and how they keep on re-presenting themselves over n over again. i miss my friends. i miss having time to myself. i miss not having to think about wether or not im flirting. i miss being able to sit around with nothing to do ( Read more... )

well today is memorial day. just got back last night from spring trip. it was pretty X-treme. cedar point was fun...i even went on roller coaters! *shock* did cry on the stand up one but sides from that it was good. made new frens-became better frens with others so its all good. plus getting to spoon with kara was fun. *wink wink* yea so my dads ( Read more... )

wow i never realized how much of a whiny little bitch i sound in all of these things. well lots of shit has happened. for better or worse....dunno yet. lets see i am really proud of ben for apologizing without me saying anything bout it to me.*7 months now* RTVB guys speedos...yea they are pretty hot stuff. RT girls are gonna have the hottest ( Read more... )

wow well life sucks. extremly frustrationg trying to please everybody. im def learning that that cant be done. which sucks. cuz i have alwasy been one to try and make eveything work out well for everybody, and this time there is no way it can work...grrrr...today should be *interesting* to say the least. either way i chose i piss somebody off, go

wow well not much new stuff going on here....lifes good, i guess. ap project is finally done. spring break has come and gone, and spring weather is finally now here. the notebook is out. 100 days till harry potter comes out. less than a month till phantomn of the opera comes out on video. ben adn i had our 6th month aniversery. the 9 weeks ends ( Read more... )

wow well first of all, dodgeball was hot. of course nothing was sexier than the shirts i made. yea they were awesome. ben rictor you kicked ass, reminded me of a ballerina lol. very nice. justin, that was awesome the first game, you killed like 4 people on your own. sam my indian, you were pretty awesome too. yea got to sit next to your dad in the ( Read more... )