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[cristiana5]

For some reason I am having a hard time the last few weeks...today especially.

7 years ago on July 4 my Grandmother passed away. Today would have been her birthday. We celebrated it together a lot as mine is tomorrow. I have randomly since the 5th been on the verge of tears, although today has been the worse.

I think part of this is because the 4th

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[niniae]

Not being hyper aware of "the date" is part of moving on. Although I still remember Steve's date of death, I no longer count down to it or wake up on the day knowing that "this was it". I think of him often and miss him still but I'm no longer tormented by those memories. It took a long time though, ten years. Now I smile more often than cry. So will you.