i always speak too soon.

i wish things were ok. but i'm not gunna lie.

they aren't.

i miss you.

i feel kinda weird updating this thing. it's been a while.

hmm..school seems so different this year. it's kinda sad. even though i said i hated last year, i actually miss it-alot.

i guess summer's really over. we had our last weekend down the cape. no more jetski or boat till next june :( it's depressing. i miss the beach already. but it was a fun ( Read more... )

...so long sweet summer ( Read more... )

i'm not feelin the whole livejournal thing anymore..

..<3

i dunno i just don't understand things. i'm not saying im stupid but really. i'm so confused as to why my parents have to be involved with everything.

• aren't they suppose to teach me things?
• why wouldn't they just let me make mistakes on my own then?
• why wont they let me do things and learn for myself?
• don't they think that pushing things away ( Read more... )

i miss you girl.

nothing more to say.

( trip to the capeee )

lisa: i feel so fat.

me: i've felt fat since yestorday.

katie: i've been fat since 5th grade.

god i loveyou girls. you always make me smile when i need to :o)

• no matter what happens, i still love you.
• i get so frustrated and mad at you, but i still wanna be with you.
• when we yell back and forth and i end up upset, i still want to talk to you.
• no matter what you do, even if it's the worst thing possible, i still miss you.
• you could do something so low and i still think so highly of you.

hmm.. not 2 sure what to write ( Read more... )