i just don't understand anything anymore. i live in a world that i know nothing about whats going on. something could be my fault and id be totally clueless. i'm always so confused on what to do. was it healthy to just give up? cuz i just can't handle it. i'm probably just going to be hurting worse now. but hopefully we'll both be fine in the end. ( Read more... )

hmmm....

im definetly clueless and so totally lost.
so yea. if anyone has an explanation for this-please contact me.k thanks bye*

hmm nothing to say but..

( this is the best picture ever! )

hmm. things have been ok lately. cheering has finally started. its lookin like we're gunna have a pretty sweet team. cannot wait till we start competing. got practice tonight ;)

dan's graduation party is saturday. that should be fun. cant wait to see my cousins :o) the graduation should be a drag.

six flags was really fun. it was the first ( Read more... )

i barely knew him but i think its just so horrible. im so sorry to all his close friends and brianna.
R.I.P-Nick.
you'll be missed that's for sure.

2day was a horrible day. only good part was seeing danny. but the halls are lifeless. everyone was crying. it was the saddest thing. even gave me goosebumps. i didnt know him at all. but i have seen ( Read more... )

hello all. hmm im not about to bitch like i did last entry. and since it caused so much drama i think im just gunna keep it short. hmm things are ok  i guess. could be better. im seriously so ancy and i cannot wait till summer is here. i hate school with passion right now. stupid project-finally got it done. phew. i feel a lift off my shoulders. im ( Read more... )

Hmm i guess i really enjoy bulleting things. but here's another list of the things i'm kind of confused about.--always about my love life.SIGH.

• is it wrong to miss him even though he's right next to me?
• if you dont say i love you back.. does that mean that you don't anymore?
• is treating eachother badly even gunna be worth it in the end?
• whats the ( Read more... )

rearrange the cells that form my skin.
see them through kaleidoscope eyes.

--mmm a lil bit of treos.cannot ever get enough :)

• stupid fucking project!!! ARGGG
• absolutely bombed the algebra TEST today. eeek
• oh well im over it.
• cheering this weekend.
• couldnt be anymore happy!!

hello all ( Read more... )

I just dont understand

im so sick of hiding and sneaking around.
why cant i just be with him..?

thats the only thing that WILL make me happy!!

wat 2 do..ah im so wrecked*