wow so didnt even know I still had this account. It has been 61 weeks since my last entry. I dont know of anyone who still reads this but I just would like to say that life is good. And do not ever fall in love befor chooseing what you want out of your life. I screwed up there I admit it. Its cool though because I gained a valuable lesson from it. ( Read more... )

so I haven't been on in awhile and I have alot to talk about ( Read more... )

drunken people screaming never seems to get old for a fun passtime ( Read more... )

so I tried to do some christmas shopping today but was unable to agree on getting anything for anyone. I have some idea on what to get danny but only because he told me...yea.

I feel like no matter what I do at work I will always manage to piss someone off. I'm so tired of the stupid bitch, if I have to work one more day in that dept. I will fucking walk. no lie I will turn my happy ass around and leave. There are other jobs I'm capable of getting ( Read more... )

lately I've felt giddy in some since. I'm tired of work and just tired period. thanksgiving is just a few days away and I have to work every day all day. Theres not much to update on justg wanted to let people know I'm still alive...

so for the last hour I have read what seemed to be endless journals of two very admirable people, to me anyway. And I have made a recent decision not to go to USA just yet but instead take my basics at J.D. and save my money for in a couple years. I feel like shit because I don't know exactly what I want to do, even more so because danny won't tell ( Read more... )

today was a little better, I'm still missing something that seems so large in my heart but it is so small I can't find it. I need time to do my thing but I can't afford it. I want to be in college already...

there aren't too many things I take to heart now days. I usually shrugg them off and refer to them as problems, but this problem is deeper. Its rooted so deep I can't shake it loose. I've tried for the last few days but the harder I try the deeper it grows. Everytime I turn around its staring at me in the face. I can't describe my thoughts beacuse ( Read more... )

so I'm a little stressed out, I can't wait for college and I'm really getting tired of work, work, and more work. I wish I had wealthy parents who could pay for my college while I sit back and waste my money on stupid shit...not saying i would but its a possibility. next year should be interesting because danny,tara,mikey, and I have all decided to ( Read more... )