So, I took a chill pill(Actually, a diet pill, but a pill nonetheless) and I feel a little better about the current situation. Sure, everyone at home is poor, and my mom uses the social security money meant for Kymm as the money she pays bills with, and all three of us kids tend to just always feel like shit, but hey...uh...we...emm ( Read more... )

I wish things could just be okay. I wish things would be good for longer than just one day.

I miss Zac so much. I miss having someone to sleep next to. I miss not feeling alone all the time.

I miss being happy, and I'm sick of everyday being a bad day.

Blah blah blah blah blah

“Do you know how difficult it is to sit here and listen to you cry over the phone ( Read more... )

Lost my fucking keys at work last night. Luckily I have a spare set of my car keys, but I don't know what I'm going to do about the dorm house keys. I keep hoping I'll find them, but it's not very likely. They probably fell out of my pocket, got kicked around, and some little shit probably picked them up and decided to take them home. I was there ( Read more... )

I hope Ashley comes down. Not only because I miss her, but I want to be able to help her as much as possible. It's been so long since I've been able to be a supportive friend directly. I hope she comes down because I need to be positive that she's going to be alright ( Read more... )

People are...horribly stupid. I read so many things about how one’s life sucks, how their life is so horrible...but it’s something they can change...so why don’t they? Right now I’m in a situation where I can’t just change what’s going on. It seems I’ve been in this position for over a year now. I’ve been thrown some shitty things, had to deal with ( Read more... )

I'm so miserable. I want to go home and stay home. I constantly feel like shit. I hate working. I'm sick of being alone all the time and I'm sick of spending my days doing homework or watching movies. I have no friends here, and that's all my fault. I fucked myself over ( Read more... )

There are some mexican kids fighting outside. They sound ridiculous ( Read more... )

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young

Hungry...very, very hungry. I miss having any kind of food right near by and not having to worry about not having anything to eat.

I go to school with the dumbest people on the planet. Who knew that artists were also, for the most part, idiots?