Feel better this morning, it's an okay day to wear make-up because I don't plan on crying it off.

God, does it ever piss me off when that happens.

Got to work at 12. Need to go pick up some more Boca burgers and bread.

I'm out 'til 6:30. Then I have homework I have to do. Bah.

My eyes are swollen and hurt a lot. I just randomly started crying before I went into work. Called Zac and cried to him, cried about missing my family. It’s been so long since I’ve seen my brothers and sister. Some days this doesn’t seem worth it. But I know I still have to do this, it doesn’t matter if I miss my family or not. Only 10% of people ( Read more... )

Last night was nice. The entire day was wonderful. Zac came up from Rhode Island again and we went to a movie. Wasn’t very memorable, not very interesting, but it was still fun. We decided after that it’d be nice if he could stay the night, so we called around and found a hotel that wasn’t too expensive, then we went and got pizza ( Read more... )

I took pictures of myself stuck in the window shades to make myself feel better...

Total retard, or comic genius? Very thin line.

Just a stupid mother fucker, if I die, I die...

Remember that year, it was around Christmas time, I worked at Dunkin' Donuts. We were all togther.

We went and got everyone something from Dunkin' Donuts with my discount. We spent the night happy and doing holiday things.

Remember how nice that was?

I'd kill to have that again.

I’ve been thinking a little bit, about where I’m going with all this, where I’ll end up, how things will be when this is done. You can never know how drastically things will change within four years. When I started highschool, I never would have guessed that two enormously important people in my life would be dead by my senior year. I never would ( Read more... )

I wish the people I care about would just call me when they need someone to talk to. I care about all of them so much, and would call them, but for some reason they never feel like they should call me.

I'm not dead, I can still give support to those who need it.

Tonight was my first night back at work. It wasn’t bad. It went by so fast that it barely even feels like I was there at all. Then I managed to get home without missing my street, so that was pretty awesome. This won’t be so difficult to deal with after all. It’s going to be an issue when winter comes, mostly because I’ll have to park in the ( Read more... )

I watched a couple older movies today that I bought last night, both comedies. The weird thing is that I felt like crying through one of them because one was a movie we always watched with dad, and then the other was one that I watch with Kris a lot when we worked at the theater in Claremont ( Read more... )