i'm probly gonna delete this shiz soon...
it only causes conflict

ONLINE JOURNALS = EVILLLLLLLLLLLL!

atleast, in me n mer's opinion...

2day was Creek Invitational...i did fairly well <33 upp*

god...i can't keep living every day like this...it's not right...furthermore, it won't make things right ( Read more... )

So...haven't updated in a long while...here are some of the "highlights" of the past couple weeks...

-Xc's been okay...my time's aren't that great, but i'm trying hard

-Xc car wash yesterday...pretty fun

-Me n Mer got our *BRAND NEW* shirts!!!! Mine's better...OMG! I love mine with ALL of my passion! Okay...maybe not all...half...yeah...half sounds ( Read more... )

~Woke up at 6:15...xc invitational *blah ( Read more... )

i've found a couple ways to make these bad situations good ones...or atleast semi-tolerable :) hopefully it'll work ( Read more... )

1.) "She wouldn't do stuff that would get her in trouble...too scared"
"No, that's YOU!"
"No, that's not me..."
"Oh...i guess not...no, that's not you..."

2.) "Hey"
"Hey"
"What's up?"
"Nothing, you?"
"Same"

i need to reavaluate some shit...damn

2day school was ok...science and art were fun, lol sarah...xc was hizzard...hills suck beyotch! me and mer had a fun time, first with the spitting then with the hose...sheesh *

here are some little things--->hmm

The other night we had the xc girls sleepover...serious fun...TP-ing chris's house...getting vasoline (uggh) in our hair...finding our kittens ( Read more... )

Saturday was ... awesome!

The day was boring...don't really remember it...but around 4, Meredith and Sarah came over to give me an "Extreme Makeover" (no plastic surgery required). Then, we got to the movies for a CAMP REUNION round like 6...me, Mere, Sarah, and Steve (me and Steve apologized to eachother, and for the first time in my life, I'm not ( Read more... )

I know I'm  totally ripping off Usher with my subject, but i've got to confess a few things...I'm not doing this for fucking attention cuz I could fucking care less...I don't care if anyone comments...it's just for my personal satisfacion
Right now...I'm just so fucking confused, down on myself, and frustrated...I have this one big (big to me) ( Read more... )