talked to joe mcb...he thinks the living in center city next year idea is feasible ( Read more... )

my house is strangely eerie without my dad here. that man radiates a lot of energy, even if he's just up in his office doing work. my mom is so. quiet ( Read more... )

um. i'm really unhappy. about a variety of things.

i have been forcing myself not to cry. because...if i do...it will never end. example: last fall. crying for a month straight is not productive. or healthy.

i don't know what to do. i want to flip out, hit things, scream, give up, whatever...

i decided tonight that i'm going to think about moving to center city next year...since i'll be going part time for at least 1 semester ( Read more... )

keep busy keep busy ( Read more... )

PS

livejournal friends.

please go here

http://no-talent-hack.livejournal.com/

it's my cynthia's webcomic.

you'll like it...true story!

(that's my second plug cyn...you love me)

i've never been so scared by a potential car accident...that i actually started crying afterward.

RT 31 IS NOT THE FUCKING HIGHWAY. SLOW DOWN. EVERYONE. TELL YOUR FRIENDS.

I would have gotten severely mangled.

jesus. god. lord. mother eff.

Last week at the pool, a mother was in the water with her son, who couldn't have been more than 2 years old...probably more around 1.75 years. This kid..was going nuts. He had NO FEAR...he was pretty much throwing himself off the side into the water/his mother's arms. After seeing that her son enjoyed jumping, she took him to the diving board. Here ( Read more... )

I've decided I don't like the bar atmosphere. While I really enjoyed seeing Cyn and hanging out with Janice last night...it just really wasn't that fun. I'm not down with being scrutinized by total strangers everywhere I turn. Oh what with the 30 year old fat chicks calling Janice and I 18..the random man on the street calling us sluts (wildly ( Read more... )

Last night I had the worst experience of my life. I've never been so scared and so out of control. I've certainly been scared straight. Big time. Noooo more ( Read more... )