i'm in the midst of an elliott smith obsession. this should have come sooner.

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i've also been obsessed lately with the fear of death/the end of the world/something catastrophic happening.

not really fun.

what can i say, global warming scares the shit out of me...among many other things.

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i need an anxiety dial. so i can turn it down.

my ears are STILL ringing but Making Time was lots o fun ( Read more... )

I looked over everything again. I only have to take 4 classes next year. Not 5, 4. 2 in the fall 2 in the spring. I'M GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO CONCENTRATE ON MY WORK AND MAKE EVERYTHING GREAT. AND FOR PORTFOLIO I WILL BE ALLLLLL OVER THAT SHIT ( Read more... )

White Woman's Opinion of Black Women

White women's opinion of black women & a brother's response

It seems that an article was written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men.

( bitch got toooold )

TOOOOOOOL. HOOBIDY WEEBIDY! Oh man that was quite a concert. We got rained on and couldn't see a thing but it didn't matter. Amaaaaazing. I can't even describe it. Gave me the chills. God damn those men are talented. UGHUGSHogfeuwoe such a good time.

potheads make me laugh. i was sitting in the field today and this young man came and talked to me. he waited three whole minutes to ask if i smoke. i'm like dood, wait a bit longer. every time...it's about 3-5 minutes in, then they pop the question haha. anyway, he turned out to be a nice kid...but was a little too into substances..and actually ( Read more... )

the royal tenenbaums is a fantastic movie. as is its soundtrack. i wish i had seen it sooner. i mean damn, that was well done ( Read more... )

good night last night, bad/gross feeling today, but good night still. met some nice people, danced my butt off, showed off my rapping skillz, you know.

of late, i'm really into putting myself into new environments. i feel good things will come of it.

it's amazing how a couple good crits can completely change my mood. i don't get it. i sit here doing my work, thinking it's shit...then my teachers like it. if i could have confidence, i'd be a lot less stressed. anyway. i was the only person today to basically have my website ready for programming. so i'm going to "live it up" and go out TWICE ( Read more... )

this better all be worth it.

i feel like my youth is wasting away.

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i'm really scared i'll be alone forever. and i mean, really scared.