this apartment search is insanely frustrating...but i think i may have found the perfect place. it has an effin deck facing the city. and it's cheap as hell. and nice landlords. i'm gonna cross my fingers that it's actually great in person...we're looking friday ( Read more... )

21 was a pretty good year.

made a lot of friends.

danced a ridiculous amount.

school went ok. fine, it went really well.

figured out who i am...pretty much.

sean.

etc. etc. etc.

and here's to the start of completely insignificant and uneventful birthdays! awesome.

I need to learn how to hit on guys. Apparently this is a very important life skill...and without it...I will be alone forever.

In a nutshell. I'm missing the point. To all of this.

Oh how I'd love to talk to someone who feels the same way.

i have a ton of thoughts i'd love to express. but i can't write. so i won't even try. i'm so discontent, sad, and disappointed with people/society/life in general. i'll try to get it out one day. it'll make me feel better ( Read more... )

i crashed at alrau's last night and was awoken this morning by two overly-friendly kittens ramming their noses into my face. that was pretty fantastic. then i got up and looked out the window at the awesome view for a while. and i felt really really (genuinely) happy...just thinking...this is going to be my new neighborhood...let's get corny...my ( Read more... )

joanna newsom was unbelievable. it was better than radiohead. true story.

i wish guys had standards, morals, limits, class...anything like that really. why are there so many mansluts? i don't get it. it's disgusting. it's not attractive. i think people fail to realize that guys who whore themselves around are just like girls who do it...insecure. but of course they aren't looked down upon for it. ooooh double standards ( Read more... )

so many things and people have been reminding me of her. it's hard. yet comforting at the same time--to be bombarded with so many memories. ugh, we just want to know the complete truth. we want to know if it's ok to be mourning her loss. i'm frightened of the day...if it comes...when/if it's confirmed. i don't want to be hit like i was the first ( Read more... )

vicious cycle.

i'd like to be punched in the face.