this has been the most boring weekend of my life ( Read more... )

I

am

so

happy.

Dont

even

know

why

exactly.

Just

am.

Ive

been

thinking

alot

lately

about

the

people

in

my

life.

And

all

the

many

things

theyve

taught

me.

Like ______, youve taught me to laugh at things, like drama, ugly people, and sluts, hoes, whores, etc. and not give a shit about the dumb things.

and ______, youve taught me ( Read more... )

wednesdays are usually my favorite day of the week, however that all changed today ( Read more... )

who

I

am

hates

who

I've

been.

                                               
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i dont understand.....

why i liked the biggest losers for half of my high school career.haha

why people consume their lives with alcohol/ weed 24/7.

how people change and get so weird.

why i wasted my last day of break in my pjs doing nothing around the house.

why i worry about things so much.

ok well im going to bed because i feel like crap.

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so its january 1, 2006.....

i can barely breath because i am probably allergic to cats/dogs and amber has a ton of them.

my throat hurts because im probably getting sick AGAIN.

all i can hear is pilla in the living room messing with ambers stupid dog that will NOT stop barking.

tonight was quite fun.

it was pretty gay at first but once we got ( Read more... )

"What is causing the quarrels and fights among you?

Isnt it the whole army of evil desires at war within you?

You want what you dont have, so you scheme and kill to get it.

You are jealous for what others have, and you cant possess it, so you fight and quarrel to take it away from them.

And yet the reason you dont have what you want is that you ( Read more... )

---------------so christmas is in like 4 days and i am so stoked!!

-----------------------i have most of my shopping done but still need to get a few things....

--------nothing to memorable has happened lately..... actually i take that back, alot has happened:

-------------------------------------------------------------------------oakton won ( Read more... )

trying to stay positive,
i really am...
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wishing for:
mono to go away FOREVER
a crush
you to stop messing up, all the time, on purpose
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thankful for(basically all the people i ever talk about):
heather michelle
bryanne gurnee
amber kostka
shadoe' perry
pe crew