if you only knew how im feeling right now ( Read more... )

well i knew today was going to be an amazing day... and it def was ( Read more... )

there i go again being perceived the wrong way ( Read more... )

Looking forward to ( Read more... )

apartments, rent, ghent, college, friends, decorating, working..... i cant freakin wait.

i want that apartment so bad. it is my goal. im actually going to have to save money.. when i get a job... which has been pretty difficult for me. haha.

i had a piano comp. type thing today at odu. it went pretty well. an asian was my judge. so i was intimidated ( Read more... )

so i just reread some of my entries, and theyre pretty depressing.
but things are looking up for me.

i had an awesome weekend with all of my amazing friends. lots of laughs.
went to the copeland show on monday with lindsay bry and pilla. and THAT was fun. the highlight of the night was bryanne telling the drunk girls to relax since they kept yelling " ( Read more... )

i hate when people fish for compliments.
i hate when people say theyre ugly when they know theyre not.
i hate how you have to do what other people do to be considered "normal".
i hate freakin myspace and the dumb hoes.
i hate all guys my age or around my age because they are all complete idiots and are just as confusing as some girls seem to be.
i hate ( Read more... )

so i was thinking....

what if what I want for my life isnt what He wants..

what if my expectations for guys isnt what He wants for me...

yea i maybe would like a certain type, but what if He sends me some one completely opposite..

like i know this one lady who prayed that she wouldnt marry a funny man (dont know why), but she ended up marrying ( Read more... )

i am constantly disapointed ( Read more... )

some people never learn....

it frustrates me.

i want some new friends.
ones that dont think getting wasted is the most fun thing to do on a fridayi night.
so out of that stage.

it just really makes me mad but whatever..
todays a new day.... things should get better.