The pain in my right kidney is getting worse. I think I am going to ask them to take the whole thing out.The left one is doing ok. X-Rays are tomorrow. I need this over with.

I just got back from my grandparents 50th Wedding Anniversary dinner. It was a lot of fun. All the immediate family was there and then some. Good food, ok service. But I looked nice. I got dressed up, which I don't get to do a lot, and it felt nice. I hope with jami's camera I can post some pics ( Read more... )

Actually did homework for Chem. Lab. Need sleep, have to get up to talk to my Trig. professor in the morning and my kidneys hurt.

So as of this past Sunday I became single. I am slightly depressed but getting along surprisingly well ( Read more... )

Last two episodes of G.G. on tonight before season 6 begins. I know I am sad.

Watched the FSU game with my dad. FSU won 10-7. It was an ok game, though I am glad they put Drew back in the game.

All I have to say is: Ugh! to Chemistry. Why must you be a requirement for my major?!?!?

And watching the FSU game with my dad.

I love Sevendust's new single Ugly. It makes me very happy that shitface Clint left the band. Sonny's influence has definately helped them. I can't wait til their CD comes out in October. I can't wait til they start touring again too. I miss seeing them. Ugh.... October is so far away.

Doing a bit better. Though I left work early because i threw up a couple of times. Hate feeling sick, though I know it was caused by emotions + kidney problems. So here I am now, in an empty house and I am in heaven.

I feel lost, sad, depressed, empty, devastated, in mourning, hurt, betrayed, shattered, crushed, cold, shocked and any other word that can be used to describe this feeling I have of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on.