on haitus.

some of you know where i have gone. if you do not know where i have gone, then good luck finding me.

goodbye.

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these past few days have not been the best ones. i miss jazz camp terribly and i have gotten an itchy throat and a very runny nose. it has been much too warm out and i feel unproductive. i hate warm weather ( Read more... )

( HEY GUYS, THIS IS WHERE I AM PERFORMING TONIGHT )

i had a very restless sleep last night. i only got in about four hours of sleep in due to the fact that i kept having anxiety attacks and kept thinking about the cancellation of lollapalooza and kept playing my jazz performance songs in my head while playing air piano on my pillow (and under my pillow). finally, around 5AM, i woke up and got myself ( Read more... )

i think i have finally calmed down from my lollapalooza fiasco. i think. for a while there i was scaring myself; banging on the piano, cussing, crying, stomping. yeah. it wasn't very pretty ( Read more... )

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