or im just turning into a mean, sarcastic bitch.

its probably the latter.

but im sorta liking that.

ugh. ugh. ugh.

im so agitated and irritable. my chest is all tight and i want to throw chairs at everyone and scream.

i need more cappucino and more cigs. and a nap.

fuck this shit.

so got in a huge fight with my mom. all is well now.

took a bath. yay.
got new pjs. yay.
had a nice drink and now im buzzing a little. yay.

now im going to go smoke the last cig of the night, go in my room and wrap presents, read, and go to bed.

i have a very busy day tomorrow so i will talk to you all in a couple days. hope your holidays go

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im tired and confused. should i even bother getting my tattoo done today?

going to boston for a field trip. i'll be back friday

my birthday is saturday.

yay.

for the first time in months, literally, months..

i've been home for 24 hours.. acually now like.. 29.

fucking weird man.

ive been really hyper.

got nothing done today.thats okay. i was being silly and talking to jess for awhile.
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im really sick. like. cant walk across the room without getting dizzy and out of breath.

and i cant miss school so i hafta go to the health clinic. meh. last time i went there they said i was fin and three days later i had pnuemonia.

im so weak and tired. i guess i'll go throw some clean clothes on.

have a good day you healthy motherfuckers.