I used to be easily plaesed by the world around me. As time has gone on, I find it more and more difficukt to find things that satisfy me. I have watched many shows and played many video games. IT gets harder and harder to find any that have lasting appeal. It looks like for someone whose standards are constatntly on the rise, the only option is ( Read more... )

I'm so bored i've started doing productive things! Julian.. I miss you man...

Even though these past few weeks have been hard on my friends, and in turn somewhat stress ful for me; i'm fealing fulfilled. Julian got married.. it still doesn't feel like it really happened - i figured out why weddings exist.. because no one will ever believe that that girl wants to spend the rest of her life with some guy unless they see it for ( Read more... )

amongst my cirlce of friends: one is married, another is in an on-again-off-again relationship, several go to japan on a regular basis, some of them are completely uncontactable, and I'm not on speaking terms with the last -_-. I'm wondering what % of this is my fault. I don't get any respect, understanding or support from home. The next school ( Read more... )

There's this girl I know. And, I've known her for quite some time. I fell in love the first moment I met her.. she made my heart beat fast etc. etc. She was completely perfect for me. She was completely perfect for me then, that is. When I first met her, I was a pretty shy guy; I had a lot of trouble making freinds etc. But thanks to choices I've ( Read more... )

being sick sucks. Iwant to go out and do a bunch of shit, but can't do any of it b/c i'm sick grrrrr

I just got off the phone with the most wonderful, beeautiful, incredible person in the world!!! <3_<3 *spins around* *sighs* Sh'es so pretty and wonerful... ^_^ I haven't heard from her in forever. It's just wonderful to hear her voice again. Wait... oh man this happens everytime... Why the hell do i have to like her?! Damn it. it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

Yay! Logitech finally released the keyboard mouse set I've long been waiting for: a dinovo keyboard w/ an mx1000 lazer mouse. Unfortunately, they also released another similar keyboard mouse set as well as two new mice that are like 3x better than te mx1000 lazer mouse, except they can't sidescroll. There's just no winning. *sigh ( Read more... )

Oh man, I'm so fucking tired. I hate how my godamn Chem teacher teaches. -Ever have a humanities teacher ( Read more... )

For my birthday, one of my mother's devout christian coworkers gave me a 5 cd series of surmons by Steve Brown. To all my anti-christian friends, fear not. Listening to these surmons has not made my personal faith waver; it has, in fact, brought my faith to another level, as well as brought me knowledge as to how bible thumpers think. It turns out ( Read more... )