If you want what visible reality
can give, you're an employee.
If you want the unseen world,
you're not living your truth.
Both wishes are foolish,
but you'll be forgiven for forgetting
that what you really want is
love's confusing joy.

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One who does what the Friend wants done
will never need a friend.

There's a bankruptcy that's pure gain.
The moon stays ( Read more... )

I never post in here anymore, but maybe I should once in a while, 'cause I've lost touch with cool people that are also on my friends list. Here's an update ( Read more... )

35.5 miles per gallon
Created by The Car Connection

yeah, i still exist.

so me and mandy are going to new jersey for a couple of days next weekend. it's pretty awesome, she's gonna meet charlotte and see mah folks again. i haven't seen my sister since january. shit. i saw one of her games for the first time today. it was awesome. they lost. but that wasn't the awesome part...um...the band was the awesome part ( Read more... )

well our turtle is really exploratory and he likes dark places. his name is balgeary (pronounced bal-jerry) and he prefers food pellets to baby shrimp. i changed his water this morning because it was cloudy. maybe because of his extra food. he's so adorable and like yesterday, these two people were walking by and joined us in talking about him and ( Read more... )

it's been give or take five years since i've remembered my dreams when i wake up in the morning. i don't notice anymore. i don't get it, i just don't. i'm not sure if i feel that this is a bad thing or what. i am at least aware of the fact that i do dream. my memories blur ( Read more... )

i almost got hit by an ambulance today.

well the last few days have been great, but i haven't gotten to see enough of mandy, and she's out of town again cuz she has to get stuff! boo! but it is good that she will get stuff and is out of town for a good reason. will be good upon her return. but today and yesterday, i worked two 10 hour shifts, today i saw her for a bit, went to lucy's ( Read more... )

well, my parents are in town. that's nice. my mom brought me turkey jerkey. har har. unfortunately, i have to work for most of the time they'll be here. that's okay. there's still tomorrow night and some of tuesday night. haha bob marley is funny. me and mandy are gonna go see reel big fish on tuesday - it sounds really fun. matt beall is gonna be ( Read more... )

i feel so good. the maintenance guy fixed my air conditioner, i finally took the fucking 100 pound comfy chair to jackie's new place - and let me tell you, it was an ordeal getting that mother fucker on the roof rack. couldn't even fit in the trunk, holy god. it felt so good to get it there, a: jackie is one of the best people i know and if she ( Read more... )