so i've been putting off updating for the longest time. i wanted to go the rest of the summer without it, but i feel weird not writing things down somewhere every once-in-a-while. this past month has been a blur, and i don't have the time to write about it, but everyone who i would want to tell about it all was there. so there. haha ( Read more... )

never been more confused in my life
wait....nope, nope...never in my life

fun couple days and a few more fun ones to come ( Read more... )

i had a pretty nice week off.
a few fun nights.
a few lovey nights.
now i'm just waiting for a call to start work again.

hahaha
i was just looking in my entries archive and i saw one from when brian and i just started dating. it was the first time i refered to him as "bbbrian". this is what he said: "HAHAHAHA!!!!! yes, i hope im not referred to as b-b-b- brian for the rest of my life haha". little fid you know....little did you know :)

funny.

i've been having really weird dreams as of late. with weird people in them doing weird things. in one: me, becky, and christina died in a plane crash. (i couldn't make out the words "i love you" as we were going down so i got really sad when i woke up). there was a harry potter-like dream last night with that big tree that eats things. i was ( Read more... )

this summer sucks
for so many reasons
no time with friends
little to do
everyone has somewhere or someone else to see
see you all september 3rd
hopefully then i'll feel like i'm in

although time with boyfriend is good

i think it's kind of a good thing when it's been so long since i've posted last. to me it means that i've been busy with other things. i'm actually very happy that i haven't really been online all that much since i've been home, and it's even better that i gave myself a long break from aim. i needed a rest ( Read more... )

this thing with school makes me not want to do anything. i don't want to talk to people about it and i don't want to update livejournal ever cause that means i have to go on the computer and the computer always reminds me and makes me feel bad ( Read more... )

^ my 6th grade teacher used to say that to us all the time. whenever we would bitch and complain. only now does it really make sense ( Read more... )