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I tired so hard and go so far. But, in the end, it doesn't even matter.
I have two big fears right now.
1) Basic won't go as planned. It would be to hard or I can't make it. I would have nothing to do if I fail. My life would be over. I would let my family down. I would have nothing. There would be no jobs that would make me happy. And I can't go to school again. No......I just got out.
2) I would lose my friends. I don' ( Read more... ) -
I hate it.
Fuck my life.
I can't wait until basic training.
I'll be away from my family.
I'll miss my friends.
In reality, would i rather be miserable but be with my friends, or be decently happy and have no friends?
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I hate
My family. My father is an asshole...... -
Its always nice....
....to sleep the day away. -
Nazi
Is it wrong to love the Nazi uniforms? I don't like what they did, but I think they do have good uniforms...... -
Scars
I love them. I wish that every bad injury would have some sort of scar. Well, at least one that fucks my ENTIRE face up or something. I think scars are amazing because they all have an interesting story behind them. They have stories to tell. They give us character. And In all honesty, i have a slight thing for them. Not a sexual thing, just an ( Read more... ) -
Fuck my life
I'm done trying to figure out things. Fuck it. I'll ignore it or something.......So, for now on, i'll just be a crossdressing gay slut who has no life so she just stays on her computer playing video games and watching porn while hoping that one day she will eventually have a life and maybe somebody to actually love and a job that will let her do a ( Read more... )