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crptlkr1

Long time no post...

Jan 31, 2005 12:04

First off yes I am still sick which sucks-we got like 1 hour of bad weather and my check didnt come on time :( all those factors combined means I didnt get to go to the strip club! Which makes me very unhappy. Saturday went to see Hide and Seek-i liked it but thats bc me and Hil had figured out what the twist was before the end-a lot of people ( Read more... )

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evil_shorty January 31 2005, 17:40:45 UTC

hide! Because i might just come over and try to beat some sense into you!

you bad!!!! crptlkr1 January 31 2005, 17:45:42 UTC

(Joy puffing out chest) I aint never scared!!! Ok yes I am that I will forget-again-why me and her arent together and try to give it another go-but i dont think i will-but I dont know what to do about the sex aspect...I will talk to you on the phone about this soon...

dat1femchyna January 31 2005, 17:55:15 UTC

can't really make a comment on this one... cause i'm kinda biased... but hey, you know... i think BLAH kinda says it all

xokisha January 31 2005, 18:33:25 UTC

seems like we both had bad weekends.

Gurrlll crptlkr1 January 31 2005, 18:36:07 UTC

I will drink to that! but with all this fucked up shit-our lives have nowhere to go but up (at least thats what gets me through the day) :O)

Um, if I forgot to give you the "Very Blunt" disclaimer...sorry? leo8280 January 31 2005, 18:55:58 UTC

I know I would want to be "with" her if she didnt have kids-I know thats super fucked up but in the past me and her have had issues bc she has certain expectations about me concerning her kids-dont get me wrong I LOVE her kids to death and they love me but Im not ready to be a 24hr on call mom person-yanno? But I do like spending time with her so I cant decide if I should continue (not that this was planned) to have sex with her now or not-she asked could we be each others Valentines-so im debating that-okay anyways i know that was a lot of rambling-am I fucked up that I dont want to be with her bc of the kids? (again its not that i dont love them bc i do) I need advice!!!
What do I do?RUN ( ... )

Re: Um, if I forgot to give you the "Very Blunt" disclaimer...sorry? crptlkr1 January 31 2005, 20:28:23 UTC

no no no thats all very true but she knows how i feel-i have been nothing but honest with her on this and she konws how i feel-i would never be dishonest with her about something like that-i just dont know if i should contine-or i guess i should say restart having "relations" with her knowing that I cant be with her.

kissable_lipz January 31 2005, 21:59:38 UTC

smh. i guess being her valentine, doesn't committ you to picking out matching rings, yanno. but it usually leads to more. and if you are not committed or thinking in that direction, then i suggest you don't start something that you are not prepared to deal with the end result.

*pouting in corner* do what makes you happy joy... i guess i have to find another valentine..right?

HMMM..... crptlkr1 January 31 2005, 22:12:13 UTC

I dont want more with her-like being upset and letting my emotions get in the way when im vulnerable is just what leads me to that conclusion-at the same time I know her-and do care for her-and enjoy sex with her alot-but again know she cant handle us just being that-she really is super possessive and I wouldnt want to hurt her-not that I would be lying to her or leading her on.. that is really good advice though-like what happened saturday night is just what happened you know-i think it is just what we both needed at the time..but i should let it stop there-before I am back somewhere I truly know i dont want to be for whatever reasons.. and no silly-ya know i got love for you! She might have had my body but she didnt get bernie or roses!!! :O) You know im your Valentine!!!

Re: HMMM..... kissable_lipz January 31 2005, 22:20:28 UTC

hmph. sure. *still pouting*. bernie doesn't sleep in the bed tonight.

i dont share. *stomping off*

Re: HMMM..... crptlkr1 January 31 2005, 22:34:45 UTC

Awww come on-dont do me like that :O) you know you will miss Bernie WAYYYYYY too much to be mad at him/me for long! LOL :P A nigga was just being honest man...thank god you done with track practice today or i would be praying for them poor little girls!! YIKES!