Random phone calls have got to be my favorite thing.

exspecially from someone like him <3

My cousin gets married today, and I am a bridesmaid, how exciting?

EDIT: Wedding Receptions are probaly the funnest party I have been to.
I wish I could travel back to yesterday and play it over and over.

 here we go.  Im still not ready, but that doesnt matter.

not anymore.

I miss you, I miss you, I MISSYOU!
I could scream it in your face,
and yet you still wouldnt hear-
a word I was saying.

Slow down, time.

I need more from you.

It started when we were
little kids free spirits but
already tormented by our own hands
given to us by our parents we got together
and wrote on desks and slept in laundry
rooms near snowy mountains & slipped through
whatever cracks we can find minds altered
we didn't falter in portraying hysterical
and tragic characters in a smog filled
universe we loved ( Read more... )

it took me to unwrap, medicate and re bandage my  wounds.

Im burning.

Its like no other pain I have ever experianced.

goodnight.

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I have a problem-  whenever I want to do something, I do it.  I dont care what anyone wants to say about it,  I am a free spirit and no one can change that.   However I am going to start thinking more about the consequences to the things I do.    I love adrenline and anything that pysches me up to be insane enough to go down the steepest hill in a ( Read more... )

I got offered a photography job,  capturing weddings and such.  I am so excited!

this is extreme.

I am learning new things about my camera.

Im so excited.

plus, I doubt anyone reads my journal, so I dont think its going to be private anymore.

prove me wrong?

Well, lets see, I will tell you somethings about myself, I live in Wilmington, NC. I like to be outdoors, with a camera in my hand.  Nature <3.  I work often. I am about to move ( Read more... )