Coz the world is fucked and i quit

Alone. Dark. Scared. Tears. Tired. Angry. Waiting. Listening. Lost. Weary. Hurt. Thinking. Wanting. Useless. Sleep. Worried. Numb. Restless. Pills. Liar. Cruel. Relapse. Enough.

12 months since you left us alone
since the world stopped moving
since my heart broke in two

will the pain and the anger ever stop
will the guilt recede
I'm sorry I never answered you
I didn't know it was the last message

I sometimes forget you are gone
I want to call you
to see you
share a beer and a laugh
the world isn't the same without you

my heart aches ( Read more... )

I want to stand before you in the cold light of day
I want to see if you have the balls to look me in the eye
I want to put bruises on your skin to match those on my soul
I want to put cracks in your bones to match those in my heart
I want to scream into your face that you are a cunt and a whore
that I hate you and hope you one day feel what you made me ( Read more... )