it.s snowing now.......thankyou!

i haven't touched this thing in forever. and what a time to do so now....when i'm fucking wasted and doing my extra-bestest (?) to not fuck up my typing. you probably haven.t seen my lately cause i've made it a priority to avoid the vast majority of people. i work two jobs now ( two jobs too many) and when i'm not there, i'm probably just driving ( Read more... )

smoking drugs with friends......$30

Bond in cedar rapids......$3,000

getting car out of impound at 4AM ( plus taxi)- $70

spending your first night in jail... not worth it.

i just got a new car. oh hells yes. 1998 jetta
my mom took me to lunch and told me i couldn't live at home because i was not wanted, but she meant it... ' in a good way'.
i gots a number. 236-6509 for anyone that wants to hang out, i can now drive to hang out with you. p.s. you bring the drugs.

so its saturday, i'm at work ... regardless this is the last post. out of my house, and don't feel like hunting down a computer for htis journal anymore. goodbyeforever.

hey, haven't been on this deal for awhile....umm.....hanging out with knock a lot on nights, ...this has been one of the best weeks in my entire life. beside the others. anyways....yeah, knock and stote are who i voted for for king and queen....megan has always been the nicest ot me so holler.but anyway, variety show was fun, just kina weird ( Read more... )

best 48 hours of my entire life.
and it didn't involve any of you.
i.m so happy i don't think i'll be able to sleep for lifetimes.

man, tonight was the best night in a long time ( Read more... )

fuck you aurora ( Read more... )

today was the retreat. kind of bogus, you know. fucking ' last time together' on and on. to be quite honest, i enjoy a lot of my friends, but it's not like i depend on them. we went around in our groups and said who we leaned on....most everyone said their friends, and to be quite honest i said my grandma. i don't tell her my problems, but we hang ( Read more... )