everythings out.

i was reading my friends ljs when i realized... I WORK TOO FUCKING MUCH!!!! all my friends get to do what they want with there time and i dont. when i have a day off im usually working around the house or with wade and cody. i have no problem with that.. bellieve me i love those two to death but i just wish i didnt work so much ( Read more... )

nori and i are getting ready to go to my moms reception. im excited. i get to see my mama!!!! wewhhoooo ( Read more... )

i had the strangest dream last night. i dreamt that i was a mother. to a beautiful set of twins. but my mom had taken care of them for like 2 years. it was wierd but i loved those two sooo much. that feeling i had toward them was remarkable and very overwhelming. i had a little brown haired boy and a little blonde haired girl. their names were ( Read more... )

im beginning to think ive lost someone.

ive been thinking and im not friends with people i used to be really close to. some i considered my best friends, and now, i cant even consider them friends at all. thats sad huh? *missing someone today*.

just got home from church. and i am siiiicccckkkkk. i need to just be shot and get it over with ( Read more... )

as you can see, im having a bad day ( Read more... )

im really sorry ( Read more... )

its really hot here. im waiting for someone to call me. and im getting impatient ( Read more... )

im glad. i really am. there isnt a hole there anymore where you used to be. im glad were friends. " i know were cool" ... p.s.- i would never tell ( Read more... )